It been many years since I submitted anything. I feel bad that I allowed many different things to prevent me from doing what I enjoy. However, lots of different transpired from that last time I submitted something to now. First thing was my husband got hurt. It is a miracle of God, that he is even alive. For last two to three years we been in and out of hospitals. That took so much out of me. The adjustment from having a perfectly healthy man, to a disable man, was hard. There is on other way of saying it, it sounds mean, but it is true. The depression we all went thru was the one of the hardest thing we ever went thru, but what was harder then my husband getting hurt, was the lack of support we had, and still don't have.
There are many different things I would like to vent out, however, I am not ready for this, I am not even sure if I should post this. I know many of my friends have move on, and probably forgot about me. I am not mad, life doesn't stand still for anyone. I have 4 wonderful children, a 5 yr, 4 yr, 2 yr, and a 5 month healthy baby. My family moved form our last place. The last place we were at was killing us. In every way. We have a fresh start. We are still in hard times. Out of someone kindness, we have a place to stay. We been in living out of hotels for about months. We sold our house for a better chance for our family. It been hard and I not saying this to gain pity. Life isn't easy. Life isn't kind, and God never promised an easy, pain free life. He did promised he would walk with me, and he has. Things are looking better, I am drawing again, I am playing the flute again. When we get our own place I will sew again, and there will be more submissions. This is all that I feel comfortable saying over the internet. I pray everyone I know, is doing well.